Hello dear followers,
ok,today,i will story about my 'CRUSH'
kebabom!!!!wuhuhuyahoo
(ok,that's sound like crazy old people)
ok,akulah tu.
ok2,aku citer...
once upon a time,there was a
(WOIII!!!CITER LAH CEPAT vAvi!!)
*Pndg kiri kanan(sape maki aku tuh?
=,="
ok2,aku citer.nk citer lah ni
i'm having a crush again.
with someone.
masa sem 3 aritu.
pernah la kitaorg kuar beberapa kali
but it doesn't meant that we were on date.
just kwn biasa je
& he told that he love me,
and wanted to make me as his lover.
tp aku x ckp pape.
sbb aku takut.
aku dh ada mcm2 experienced
so,aku x nk exposed hati aku pd sbrg injury lagi
& bila dh lama2 berkwn,biasalah hati ni kan,
mulut kata kawan,hati kata syg,
biasalah,hati dgn mulut x kn pnh sependapat(ekh,apa aku mrepek ni)
so,i started to love him,
without he noticed.
but then,aku sendiri admit kat dia,
oh,damn!mula2 dia ajak couple,pastu lama2,
dia main tarik tali dgn aku.
dlm hati aku,
'u want to playing hard to catch ha dude?'
aku pun biarlah.
tp bila lama2,aku tgk dia cam dh start mainkan aku
bk kali kitaorg gaduh.
dia skrg pun dh x brape kisah lg sal aku.
biasalah,lelaki.
dh berapa kali airmata aku gugur,
bila hati aku sakit.
aku x suka rasa camni.
aku lebih rela hati aku kosong dan x rasa pape
arghhhh,that's was so hard to do.
but,nevermine,as long aku
still bleh syg dia dr jauh,aku akan wat.
and i will remove this hard feeling.
not because i hate him,
but it is because,
aku x kan mmpu utk bertahan bila stiap kali ada masalah
i'm looking for my 'imam'
not just the couple.
i'm looking for my future husband,
that will lead me to be pure muslimah,
and not just for fun,
i'm looking for my protector,
not just entertainer.
so,that is me with my crush.
tp ada 1 lg crush yg aku alami
this crush is between me and my bestfriend.
aih,bkn aku,tp dia.
dia ckp dia kecewa dgn aku,
sbb dr dulu lg dia dh gtau kat aku yg dia suka aku,
dia nk aku jd lover dia,
tp aku tolak dgn alasan,
aku x nk couple dh,aku nk kawin je terus
then he said,ok,aku dh prepare.
aku bleh masuk meminang kau.
(ko jgn wat lawak bekutu boleh?)
aishh,the problem is...
mcm mane aku nk ko jd husband aku,
sbb aku............................
dh syg ko mcm abg aku sendiri!!!
argh,aku x pnh berniat nk kecewakan kau,
tp sory,aku mmg syg kau,tp syg aku tu,
x leh dr sorg abg..
sory sgt2 ...
aku betul2 minx maaf...
kalaulah hati aku bkn utk sesiapa,aku akan trima kau,
walaupun aku x de hard feelings pd kau,
tp skrg hati aku penuh terisi,
biarpun org tu sndiri mainkan aku..
